Entry #11

             Hello world, I hope you all are doing well with your lives. I want to say that this might be my last blog. I want to be honest and say that I did blogging because it was part of my English class grade. I much rather speak than write. Give me an hour, two , five , a day and I still can keep up a conversation.

How did I push myself to do blogs ?

             Whenever I put my hands on the keyboard to write a blog, I close my eyes for a second and imagine that there is an audience in front of me. When I have that picture in my mind, ideas start poping out, because now I am not thinking about writing but speaking my ideas out.That was the only way to convince myself to write blogs. It also helped me to take every single blog seriously.

         
              I have to admit that Through blogging my knowledge was expanded. Before blogging, I never knew what capitalism was, but now I know after writing my blog about capitalism. There was no way I could make up something I didn't know about so I had to make a little research about it.

              I can never deny the fact that doing blogs gave me more creativity with my topics, and how to present them to my audience. My blog about tigons and ligers is a really good example of how much I became creative with my topics.

                Although I did blogging for the purposes of getting a grade in my English class, I still strongly recommend that Professor Chris my English teacher keep assigning blogs for the up coming classes. I believe assigning blogs is better than assigning boring homework from the textbook. We all get bored when we go through the same routine over and over again, therefor we should try something new.

              I also would like to add that writing something down and knowing that you will have an audience that will read it should be more exciting and challenging. It will definitely improve the students rhetoric. The student will think critically to present a good idea to the audience unless he/she wants the audience to "throw tomatoes" at him/her.

              Therefore prof Nielson, you should definitely keep assigning blogs for the up coming classes. Don't ever think about going back to the old routine which is assigning homework from the textbook. Because the blogging idea is definitely way more better and I much rather doing blogging as homework than doing homework from the textbook.

Entry #10 Jumping Off a Cliff

            Back when I was a junior in high school, I used to be a member in one of the most amazing clubs in my high school. The club name was the Adventure Club. Through the club, I made a lot of friends, and I had the opportunity to experience the real meaning of nature. Hiking, rock climbing, surfing the ocean, river drafting and jumping of cliffs; this is what the Adventure Club was all about. We get away from our families and enjoy ourselves with nature. In this story I want inform you about overcoming one of my biggest fears that I did not know about.

It was the Sunday of August, 2010. My iPod alert finally freed me from my bed. I woke up to that morning filled with energy and excitement and Why not? It was my first trip with the Adventure Club. I have already finished packing since the night before the trip, and all I had to do is get dressed for my first episode with Adventure club. What a beautiful symphony the birds were playing that day. Deep inside me I can hear the nature calling me. I was a little bit anxious though, just like a little baby who is about to get introduced to something new he have never seen before. I was hustling with my shower, breakfast and dress up. Even though I still had enough time, I felt as if I were going to be left behind. In a bullet speed my dad got me to school, the place where the Adventure Club meet. My cousins and I were the first ones to show up. Impatiently, I was waiting next to the schools vans going back and forth. At 7:50 AM.., every one showed up. Tapping with my toes, I was waiting for the teacher to finish talking. At 8:00 AM. The van added 6 friends to my friend list. With all the activities I had with my van mates, somewhere in my mind I am thinking about where I am going. Clear creek, this is where I and the adventure club were heading to.  What is a cliff look like? How High is it? , Am I going to be able to survive after I jump into the water? Somehow I found out deep inside me I had small fear from jumping off a cliff without even trying it.

            Arriving at the destination, I was getting my back pack ready for the two and a half miles hike. I remember how burning the sun was, that I can feel my body getting sweaty already before the hike. Completing the first mile I was melting already, and I can even see the mirage coming out of the ground like small lake. Beginning from the second half of the hike, I started to see the small waterfalls and I can feel the weathers breakdown. Finally I can hear the nature singing for me.

            Finally, it is the moment I have waited so long to see. We break into one of the paths and all I see is red rocks all over the place and I look at myself standing on one of them. “Mohammed, here we are buddy you are standing on a cliff” said Mr. Sing, my teacher and the leader of the Adventure Club. Suddenly I see everybody jumping into the “black water lake”. Looking at the water from the edge of the cliff, I just realized my legs were shaking to the point that I could not stop them. All I thought about was how high the cliff was and I kept on backing of the cliff. Half an hour passed. I realized I and some other mates have not jumped yet. I guess we shared the same feelings. I did not want to go back saying that I have not done it so I took the courage and stood back again at the edge of the cliff. My legs were automatically shaking again. Each time I looked down to the lake, my heart started pounding as if it’s going to explode out of my chest. I felt like I almost ran out of oxygen. I did not know if I should cry myself out or just yell for no reason. While I was drowning in one of my must fearful moments, “Mohammed you can do it, take a couple of steps back then run without thinking about it and jump” Mr. Sing pull my hand out of the fear I was drowning in. Then everybody started cheering and calling my name out loud. Just like what Mr. Sing said I started counting five steps to the back. Without thinking, I broke through that fear and ran to the edge without thinking and jumped as far as I could. In one second I realized I am in the black lake swimming. Yes, at the end of the day I jumped and overcame one of my biggest fears and it makes me so proud of myself.

           

           

Entry #9(The Media)

             Hello world. Today I want to discuss with you a term that had already introduced itself to us whether we were aware of it or not. It always finds a way to encounter with us. Something that we can not avoid. Ladies and Gentlemen I present you the media. 

             Since the day I came to the U.S.,  I've always viewed the media as something negative. Whenever I used to hear the word media, the first thing that came to my mind was the "evil" news people. I've always thought that they are the reason for the negative stereotypes. For example, I thought they were the reason why middle easterns are called terrorists. 

Of course I still believe  they play a role in that but I realized there was a lot more into it. I did not know that the media had more than one face.There is that one face that the media always shows up with and it has a lot of power on the way I view myself and others. Yes, it is Social media, one of the faces that the media shows up with every single day. It is probably the right hand of the media. Social media puts a lot of pressure on us. As an example of that, is when we look at a magazine paper and we see a picture of a handsome guy or an attractive woman,

 we might think "hmm.., maybe this is how I should look" or "hmm.... this is how my love should look", now the magazine can be one of the media's faces but it will not process through unless the help of the social media. Some people, it might be you or me or anyone might start to think that part of beauty is to be like the person on the magazine, which then creates a big network of people who believe in that idea. Where is that going to lead to ? Of course some people are going to feel peer pressured, because they start believing the idea as well.   

                   The same thing when we come to the idea of terrorism. The news want to show something that gives them benefits and exciting at the same time, something with action. Since the idea of terrorism was always linked to the middle east, so all they need to focus on is something that has to do with people getting killed and link it to the middle east. However the one that completes the idea is the social media. One negative opinion of person can change others opinions; it could be through school, social websites, people that we encounter in the streets, or our families.  All that peer pressure can change our thoughts and opinions. 

               

                Focus on that dot on the above picture. You start realizing that the dark shade is vanishing and the only thing that is left is the dot. That is how the media take our attention. If we did not put all the focus on that dot, the dark shade would have not vanished. Be careful, do not let that dot take your attention and let the rest vanish.

Entry #8 (Returning back to the Gym)

                    It was almost the end of my spring 2014 school break. The sun was settling down. My young brother and I were heading back  home from my aunts house. It was so much fun staying up all night with my cousins. While I was trying to concentrate on the road, I noticed that my brother was giving me some serious looks. "What's up?, why you look so pissed of ?", I asked. " man, do you want to stay like that ?" he asked. "What you mean?!"I responded with a little anger. "Dude, you didn't used to be like this two years ago. Do you realize how much weight you gained? look at you ! you have a belly! Go hit the gym back bro, go back to what you used to be! I do not want to see you suffer weight problems just like me". I was so moved by the respond I got back from him to the point I unconsciously had some tears going down. After getting home, I walked quickly to my room so no one can notice me. I was so mad and angry at myself. After I started college, my number one excuse for not reaching the gym was "I have a lot of homework, I got no time for that". Somewhere inside me I knew I was making up that excuse, and I always had time for the gym. Since the day I left the gym, I never felt healthy nor comfortable with the way I walk, eat, sit, sleep, I can't even count them. I knew I hated my life because if it. While I was in the middle of my thoughts staring at the wall on my right side, someone opened the rooms door. When I turned my head back o look behind me, it was my brother. For a couple of seconds we starred at each other and finally his lips move. "Look! we both are going to the gym, OK?" with a sharp look on his eyes he stares at me waiting for an answer. That is when I made the decision to go back to the gym, but this time not only for myself but to my brother. I want to be a good role model for him. I do not want to show him that his older brother gives up easily. Next day, we both went to the LAfittness center and signed up. I had been attending the gym for a month and through that month I struggled a lot to get my body used to the workout, but I know that will totally pay of at the end. Thank you brother for awakening the beast inside me, we will do it both together.

Entry#7(Micheal Moore : Love Story, Capitalism) 

                                              
               Hello world, today I want to discuss with you a movie my ENG 102 teacher showed in my English class. The movie name is Love Story, by Michael Moor. It is about capitalism. I honestly didn't know anything about capitalism until I encountered with this movie. I had to know which system I support. If you take a glance at the movie trailer above you might get an idea that Mr. Moor is against capitalism in this movie. It looks like he is leaning more to communism. First of all, what is capitalism and what is communism ? Capitalism is more of a system where the country trades and industries are owned by private ownership for its own profits, while communism is a system where everything is owned by the government and  the profit is divided equally based on an individual abilities and needs. In communism it doesn't matter what degree you have, as long as you can provide for the country. Imagine yourself working hard for a degree, like a  degree in computer science, or in civil engineering, or a doctor or a dentist or and or and or...... That degree you worked hard for all day and all night is compared to a guy who works at a fast food restaurant ?You get about the same profit he gets? Is that fair ? Ladies and gentlemen, I present you communism. There is apart from the movie that really appealed to my emotions. It was at the beginning of the movie and he is showing this family being kicked out of their house. I thought to myself, this is not fair ! why are they kicking them outside of their house ? But, first of all who is kicking them out and why ? They were kicked out by the bank because the bank was the owner of that house. They haven't payed back the money they owe to the bank so the bank asked them to leave. There is nothing unfair in this. Imagine you sold a house to someone who promised you to pay back the money in a certain time, however he never did, what is your reaction to that ?
Don't you want your house back ? Micheal Moore presented it as if it was capitalism fault because that bank has its own business and if that was communism that would have not happen. As I mentioned, in communism everything is owned by the government, so you live in a house but it is not yours, How does that make you feel ? For me, I want my own property and my own business. I also want to be payed for what I worked hard for.  how about you ?don't you want the same? Or remember, you work hard and get payed the same a guy who works in a fast food restaurant ?